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Sunday, February 12, 2012

Pathetic and Feeling Hopeless

Once again another update without any interesting OFTD images to spice this post up, but what can I do? School is sucking out every single colour i used to portray on myself and it seems like im starting to get labelled as a nerd because I mug almost everyday. Well suit yourselves, if that makes you happy.

The only days i actually really look forward to are Thursdays to Saturdays cause those are the days where I can actually feel a little more relaxed and chilled. The rest of the week is just utterly shit with tons of assignments to complete every single night and an additional amount of coursework stress which i can never complete and be on task because of the other subjects I have to juggle around.

I miss photoshoots with Chris, i really do. Exploring different places, seeing he's professional photography skills being applied to the pictures and seeing them being up on LB. I miss choosing pieces and combine them into outfits. I miss the L9ers and the whole concert preparation feelings, all the caroling I did with HALMM in december. Yeap, i miss all the stuff I used to do during the break time.

Ironically, somehow i have started to take a liking in this hectic and busy life where at least I know i should be doing every night and not waste time away. Homework after homework and crashing at 1am and waking up at 5.30-6 everyday. I also realized i have grew to appreciate sleep and the weekends more than ever in my whole life.

Well i should probably get back to finishing up my History essay which will then be accompanied with awesome songs i have found in Youtube.

I'm guessing this space will not be used as a fashion blog for a while but instead a space where i can vent out all my thoughts and fucked up emotions.

Oh and did i forget to mention how much I hate Sundays and Mondays? Yeah, another long week ahead.

Items i've recently splurged my money on:  





I have grew a new habit of spending thrifty towards clothes and other items whenever i'm feeling stressed up. Hmm, i think i'm starting to like retail therapy.  

Till my next post. 

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